this.â
âMomâyouâre not gonna tell Dad, are you?â
âOf course I am. And Eddieâs dad, too.â
âYou canât do that, Mom,â begged Toby. âDadâs already pissed off at me.â
âAnd my momâs sick and allâthisâll kill her,â added Eddie.
Lucy took a deep breath. âOkay,â she finally said. âI wonât tell anybody, but you have to promise not to do this again. Ever. OK?â
The boys nodded.
âNow, inside. Iâm going to make some coffee.â
It was all she could think of that might counteract the effect of the marijuana and return the boys to their normal state. Not that they seemed to be out of control. They were content to sit at the table, watching her scoop instant coffee into mugs with bemused expressions on their faces.
âI canât believe youâre this stupid,â she hissed at them. âEspecially after what happened to Tim Rogers. He got himself into a mess of trouble, and you could, too, if you get caught with marijuana.â
She poured hot water into the mugs, set them in front of the boys, then made one for herself.
âAnd youâve wasted the whole afternoon,â she couldnât help adding, glancing at the unfinished applications. âDonât you want to get this over with and get those darned things in the mail?â
Toby shrugged and shoveled several spoonfuls of sugar into his mug. âI donât know, Mom. I donât know if itâs worth it.â
âWhat do you mean?â Lucy was puzzled. âYou have wonderful opportunities ahead of you.â She glanced at Eddie. âBoth of you. Youâre lucky you have families that will help you get the educations you want.â
âDadâs not so keen,â said Toby, stirring his coffee.
âMy dad isnât either,â admitted Eddie.
âThatâs not exactly true,â said Lucy, with a flash of insight. âThey just donât want to admit that youâre growing up.â
Toby sook a slurp of coffee. âReally good, Mom. Reeelly good. Taste it, Ed.â
Eddie gulped down half a cup and smiled. âYeah, man. Good.â
Lucy sighed. âWell, I guess youâre not going to finish these today.â Lucy gathered up the papers.
âWhatâs the point?â asked Toby. âLook what happened to Tim.â
âYeah,â agreed Eddie. âHe trained all year long. Made All-State and MVP. And then they took away his scholarship. Over nothing.â
âHe lost his scholarship? Because he was arrested?â
âBastards took it back,â fumed Eddie.
Lucy was seized with the desire to grab the two boys by the scruffs of their necks and knock their heads together. Instead, she counted to ten. Then she spoke.
âYou donât get it, do you? Tim broke the law, thatâs why he lost the scholarship. He got drunk and he drove the car and he got caught. Itâs nobodyâs fault but his own. Get that straight.â
But looking at them, she knew they didnât believe her. To them, Tim was just proof that the harder you tried, the more you had to lose. Therefore, you might as well not try in the first place.
Finishing her coffee, she revised her earlier opinion of âSmart Kids, Smart Choices.â Maybe it wasnât such a bad idea after all. It certainly couldnât hurt, she thought, watching as the boys finished off the last of the gingersnaps.
CHAPTER NINE
âY ouâll ruin your appetites.â Lucy couldnât help saying it, even though she didnât think it mattered much to the boys whether they had room for dinner or not.
Dinner, she realized with a start. Sheâd forgotten all about it. She had to get the chili cooking, and then she had to do something about getting Eddie home. Normally, Toby would drive him home in her car, but she couldnât let him do that while he was still feeling the
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