instead of a temper tantrum I should throw a few fists!â
âMaybe you should try!â Mr. Best replied. He stepped forward so that now they were standing with their noses almost touching, fists clenched.
âStop!â I yelled. âStop it!â
Both men jumped slightly and turned to face me, with furious and startled expressions. I turned and ran away. They called after me, but I didnât stop or look back.
â HELLO RUTHIE .â
I looked up from my book. Dr. Banting stood over me as I sat under the elm tree.
âMr. Mercer told me you were out here,â he said. âI wanted to thank you.â
âThank me for what?â
âYou came along at just the right time. If you hadnât been there, heated words might have become heated actions, actions that Charlie and I both would have regretted. Seeing you at the door, looking so shocked and scared, made us realize how foolish and childish we had become.â
âWhat happened?â I asked.
Dr. Banting sat down beside me with a sigh. âThere was a problem. One that compromised our research. The equipment weâre using is old and needs to be taken apart and sterilized quite often. This didnât happen, so there were residual amounts of different things, including trace amounts of glucoseâsugar. Because of that many of our results werenât accurate.â
âAnd it is Mr. Bestâs job to sterilize the equipment?â I asked.
âItâs his job to sterilize it, but itâs up to me to instruct him to do so. We both bear some responsibility.â
âBut it sounded like you were blaming him.â
âI was angry at both of us, but I was taking it out on him. I guess I should have been yelling at myself too.â He paused. âIâve apologized to Charlie and heâs apologized to me. Our work is far too important to allow anything to get in the way. Weâre actually making progress.â
âYou are?â
He smiled. âItâs still early, and as I said, some of our results werenât valid, but some of the findings are very encouraging. Who knows?â he said, and shrugged his shoulders. âI just hope we havenât lost our opportunity.â
âBut if you know what you did wrong, canât you just do it right from now on?â
âWe wonât make that mistake again, but we may simply run out of time. We have the lab only until the end of the summer.â He smiled again, a bit sadly.
âBut thatâs still five weeks away. Isnât that long enough?â
âFive weeks isnât a long time for a miracle. Besides that, we need additional funds to purchase more laboratory subjects.â
âSubjects? What do you mean by subjects?â
âDogs. Charlie has just gone out to buy another.â
I gasped. âYou mean those dogs in the kennel belong to you?â
âNot all of them. There are other scientists who have test subjects in the kennel, but eleven of them are part of our research. Iâm afraid there have been more fatalities than I expected. I lost two dogs in the beginning because of my surgical techniques. Dogs and people have similar organs but a slightly different arrangement. Iâve learned from those first mistakes.â
I felt as though Iâd been kicked in the stomach. âYou operated on the dogs?â I questioned, my voice hardly above a whisper.
âItâs certainly not a part of the work I enjoy, but thereâs no way to attempt to find a treatment for diabetes without first creating that condition in the test subjects,â he explained.
âBut what happens to the dogs after you operate?â
Dr. Banting put his hand gently on my shoulder. âRuthie, I know you might find this difficult to understand, but the dogs are destined to die.â
My mouth hung open and I couldnât find the words, but he must have understood what I was thinking from my
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