to bother going at all.
Yumi bought a cute black skirt and Rachel found some nice dressy black jeans. I tried on a shirtdress that they said looked good, but I didnât want to buy it.
âI donât even have a date yet,â I told them as I looked at myself in the mirror. âSo thereâs no point in buying this and it seems too dressy, anyway.â
âWhy donât you ask Trevor Halloway?â said Yumi.
âWho?â I asked.
âHeâs this cute guy in my Latin class,â Yumi said.
âI hear heâs going with Maya,â Rachel whispered.
âSeeâeven the guys I donât know have dates.â I headed back to the dressing room.
âSorry, you werenât supposed to hear that. But donât worry. Youâll find someone,â said Rachel.
Or maybe Oliver will ask me before Claire gets around to asking him , I thought but didnât say. Thatâs what I was hoping would happen.
Until Friday.
chapter thirteen
the big shrug
I could tell something big went down by the way Claire rushed up to our table at lunch, dropped her bag down, and then sat in this extremely dramatic way. Blue eyes wide, she puffed her cheeks out like they were filled with major news.
âWhatâs up?â I asked.
âWell,â she said, âI finally talked to Oliver.â
She didnât seem elated. Didnât seem happy at all, in fact.
I had a hopeful thought. Maybe Oliver turned her down. Maybe he said, âI canât go with you because my heart belongs to another girl.â Or âThanks, but it would be too complicated, a bad idea. Iâm grounded. Iâm allergic to school dances.â Or âThereâs a cricket match Iâd rather watch that night.â
There were a gazillion reasons for Oliver to say no, and unfortunately Iâd spent the last few days thinking up new ones.
âWhat happened?â I asked, leaning so far forward I almost fell off the bench.
âYeah, donât keep us in suspense,â said Rachel.
Claire huffed out another breath. âI asked him and he said yes.â
âWait, thatâs a bad thing?â Emma raised one eyebrow.
She wasnât the only confused one. All of my friends seemed completely bewildered. And this was good because it kept their attention away from me.
I was not simply perplexed. I felt majorly disappointed. Tears sprung to my eyes. I blinked fast to keep them from falling as I tried to come to terms with the news.
Oliver said yes. Well, of course he did. Iâd tried to prepare myself for this situation. Iâd even practiced my reaction to the news in the bathroom mirror the other day just in case I found myself in this exact situation.
Eyes wide, bright smile, both thumbs up. âThatâs awesome!â I planned on saying. But instead, my throat felt swollen and dry. So much so that I couldnât manage to say a word.
Which makes no sense because deep down, I shouldâve known that Claire would ask Oliver, eventually. She liked him too much not to. Just like I knew Oliver was a nice guy who wouldnât say no unless he had a really good reason to.
I guess I just hoped something would happen before this moment arrived.
Like, heâd ask me.
Or Claire would change her mind.
Or the president would cancel Valentineâs Day and all activities relating to the holiday for reasons of national security.
But now it was too late.
My chest ached, like someone had played Ping-Pong with my heart, which then rolled off the table and got stomped on.
âWhatâs the problem?â asked Rachel.
I looked up, afraid sheâd noticed my reaction, but all eyes were still on Claire.
âItâs the way he said yes,â she explained. âLike, totally unenthusiastically. This was my first time asking a boy to a dance, my first time asking a boy anything important, and I guess I just thought it would be bigger. More eventful. Itâs
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