Iâll catch you later.â
I headed across the fields, and through the woods, up a steep incline, half hoping Mr. Butler would have driven off before I got there. But no such luck. The Farmall was right where Iâd seen it. DaNang was stretched out in its shade. Mr. Butler sat smiling like an old Indian watching settlersâ wagons burn.
âWhat the hell happened?â he asked cheerfully.
I caught my breath. From Butlerâs field the devastation looked spectacular, the lake bed raw brown, the land below it scoured by the escaping water.
âWhat happened?â
My courage fled. I looked past him, unable to speak the words that would change his life.
Behind this crest, which looked down on Kingâs place, Butlerâs farm spread up a gentle rise. If on that mud-gray March day with Dicky Iâd seen why farmers move to the city, this glorious August afternoon was the image of why they stayed.
Mr. Butlerâs hayfields rippled orange-gold in the wind. The trees that traced centuries-old stone walls between the fields shimmered deep green. Maples in the distance puddled shade on the house. The house was far away, but it looked like they had painted it. And the main barn as well.
âYou painted the barn?â
âYeah, Dicky really got into it. Now heâs doing the house.â
I hadnât expected this and it made it worse.
Mr. Butler was watching me, mildly puzzled.
The next pasture over was dotted white. It looked like Scotland. âI didnât know you raised sheep.â
âYeah, we was supposed to sell the lambs, but I kept âem. They eat that field down of bushes and weeds. And DaNang likes âem, donât you, DaNang? Hey, youâsheep your buddies?⦠So whatâs happeninâ, Ben?â
âLooks like Dicky blew up Kingâs dam.â
âDicky? Dicky donât know shit about explosives.â
Based on the evidence, he certainly didnât.
âMr. Butler, Iâm afraidââ
He looked at me sharply. âWhy you blaminâ Dicky? He donât know dynamite. He donât know blasting caps. He donât know timers.â
âIâm sorry, Mr. Butler. He blew himself up.â
âThatâs impossible.â
âIt must have gone off early.â
âBut Iâm telling you, Dicky donât know to set a charge.â
I shut up. There was nothing else to say. Finally he said, âYou telling me you saw Dicky dead?â
âIâm sorry.â
âOh, Christ.â He fumbled for the starter. The tractor clattered.
âDonât go down there, Mr. Butler.â
âMy boyââ
âYou donât want to see it, sir. You really donât.â
He jerked his head sharply toward the sky. I thought Iâd somehow convinced him not to go down. But then I heard what he had heard, a dull thud-thud. His eyes got wild. âJesus Christ, whatâs happeningââ
His muscles bunched and he seemed about to dive under the tractor. âJust a helicopter, Mr. Butler. See?â I pointed out the dot coming from the northeast.
He squinted, saw something about it that put him at ease, and sat back, rocking on the tractor seat, squeezing his arms around his body. His gaze returned to the mud where Dicky lay scattered. DaNang started whining. Mr. Butler reached down to rough his ears.
The helicopter clattered onto the lawn beside the former lake. From where we watched we could see markings top and sides, big white letters, ATF. Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms, the federal bomb squad. Mr. Butler cast dull eyes on the agents tumbling out in yellow windbreakers. He didnât seem to notice the second helicopter, marked FBI, which buzzed in swiftly from the west, spilling men and women who set up a perimeter and forced Kingâs guests further from the explosion site than Ollie had. But when a third swooped in, an evil-looking, unmarked gunship, he muttered,
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