after high school graduation, on the day I turned eighteen, Fred and I eloped. We got married in Lordsburg. Fred had already moved out of his parentsâ place and rented this one. When we moved in here, my parents had a conniption fit. My father officially disowned me. He never spoke to me again, not even when Fred died a few months later.â
âHe died?â Joanna asked.
Abby nodded.
âWhat happened?â
âHe died in a mining accident less than two months after we got married. The stope he was in collapsed. The other miners managed to dig him out, but it was too late. He was already dead. Fredâs parents were always as good as gold to me, right up until they both died. All of which made the way my parents acted that much worse. My parents didnât even bother coming to the funeral.
âWith Fred gone, I was completely on my own. I had taken typing and shorthand in high school. Luckily I managed to get hired as the school secretary at Greenway Elementary School. My father wasnât speaking to me at the time, and he wasnât on the school board, either, but for all I know he might have helped engineer my being offered the job so Iâd at least be self-supporting. A few months later, when Fredâs life insurance paid off, I went to my landlord and offered to buy this place. Paid cash for it. Iâve been here ever since.â
âHow long has your mother been living with you?â Joanna asked.
âSix years now,â Abby said. âWhen my father retired from Phelps Dodge, my mother signed the paperwork saying it was all right for him to take a lump-sum distribution instead of a pension. The trouble was, he got all caught up in day trading and lost the money.â
âHe lost all of it?â
Abby nodded. âHe used creative money-managing techniques to keep my mother from finding out how bad things were, but once he died and was no longer able to juggle things around, his financial house of cards finally collapsed. Thatâs when my mother discovered she was destitute. The house on the Vista, the one mother had lived in all her married life, was mortgaged to the hilt. Since there was no pension, all she had coming in were the Social Security checks that came to her as my fatherâs widow. The bank was foreclosing on the house. They were going to throw her and all her worldly goods out into the street, so I took her in.â
âUnder the circumstances, you did more than most people would have,â Joanna said.
Abby shrugged. âSheâs my mother. What else could I do? I had planned on retiring in the next year or two. Now, with Mother living here and with my hours cut back to just four days a week, thatâs not going to happen anytime soon.â
From the kitchen the shrill whistle of a boiling teakettle demanded attention. Stacking the cups, saucers, plates, and teapot onto a tray, Abby hurried into the kitchen to tend to it.
âIf I had been in her shoes, I think I would have told my mother to piss off,â Deb Howell muttered.
Joanna nodded. âNo one would have blamed you, either.â
âI always thought people who lived on the Vista had perfect lives,â Deb added thoughtfully. âThis sounds anything but perfect.â
That had been Joannaâs perception, too. Sheâd had no idea of the steep price that someone like Abby, one of the seemingly privileged few, might have paid living as a virtual prisoner, first as a victim of her parentsâ demanding expectations and later as the target of their unrelenting disapproval. It pained Joanna to think that all the time she and the other kids had secretly made fun of Abby Holderâs perpetually grim outlook on the world, the poor woman had been coming to work, day after day and year after year, with a permanently broken heart, mourning the loss of both the love of her life and the love of her parents. Generations of schoolkids had mistaken that sadness for
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