find his arms reaching down. I caught hold of his leg and he flinched. He shoved me aside, sent me sprawling and marched away. I called after him. He didnât look back.
âMom?â I say.
âYes?â
But I donât know what to say next. I want to crumple that letter, shred it, burn it. That jerkâwho does he think he is? I lift the paper to my nose and inhale.
âSam, we need to talk.â Mom perches on the couch beside me. She shoves both hands into her hair and scrubs her head, a sure sign sheâs thinking hard.
âSo you read the letter?â I ask.
She nods. She stops scrubbing but keeps holding her head in her hands. âDo you remember him at all?â
I shrug. âNot much.â
âWe havenât talked about him for a long time. You used to ask for them...â Her voice trails into silence.
Memories of my dad are barely more than those flash images of Grandpa. Maybe I only remember Dad because Mom keeps pictures of him around the house.
Mom straightens, draws in a deep breath, exhales. âI donât know if this is a good idea.â
âWhat do you mean?â I ask.
âWell,â she says, âpart of me feels sorry for Grandpa Max. But I donât believe we owe him anything. Just thinking about him makes me angry.â
âWhy?â
âBecause of what he did to you,â she says. âHe knew how much you loved him, and there you were, just a small boy, losing both your heroes at once. I was so shocked at how cruel it was.â
Her face is flushed pink and her eyes are shiny. Man I hate it when my mom cries. I tell her, âDonât worry about it. Itâs history. Who cares?â
âI care!â she says. âIt was wrong. You needed him, and he just left you. And now here he is, expecting us to forgive him, like it was nothing.â
âSo, why donât we just tell him to go to hell?â I ask.
âSam!â She stares at me for a long moment. Finally she says, âBecause I want to be better than that. And I want you to be better than that.â
I donât know what sheâs talking about. I donât want to waste time on stuff like this. I get to my feet and say, âI just remembered, Mom. I promised Indi Iâd come over.â
âSam, wait. Maybe we should give him a chance?â
I really want to be out of there so I say, âSure.â Sometimes, thatâs the only way to stop her: I just agree.
âOkay,â she murmurs. Then she reaches into the envelope and pulls out another folded sheet of paper. She looks at it, sighs and then slowly stretches out her arm. âHere. Take it.â
I take the paper and stuff it into my pocket. âCatch you later, Mom. Iâll be back in time for dinner.â
And Iâm gone before she can say anymore. Thereâs no way I want anything to do with the old geezer. But then I remember he said heâs got something for me. Maybe I should get it and
then
tell him to go to hell. Why not? Seems fair to me.
chapter two
Indiâs black brows slant down as she scans Grandpaâs second letter. The only sound in her kitchen comes from her long fingers tapping a random beat on the tabletop. Finally she shrugs and sits back. âSo, are you going or what?â
âI donât know. I want to find out what the old man has for me, but this seems like a stupid game. Why doesnât he just give it to me?â
âI guess because he doesnât want to,â she says. âIf it was me, Iâd go. Whatâs the big deal? He sends you money and says go to this place and have a burger. Doesnât sound too harsh.â
No, it doesnât sound too harsh. Grandpaâs second letter was wrapped around a twenty-dollar bill and all it says is that I should go to the Café Soleil on Broadway Street, order a burger and ask for Joe, the cook.
âWhat if I donât want a burger?â I ask. âI
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