couldnât make her walk away. It was that she always took second seat. Her needs, her wants, never came first. Was it so wrong to want to be first for a change?
Then again, look what life had dealt her now. The one time sheâd decided to do just that, she ended up fighting for her life in a hotel bathroom.
âNo, you canât leave. Nor do you have to keep checking on me. And yet, here you are. You could send Dozier.â
âBut I have the medical training.â
âYou were here three times this afternoon,â he said, driving his point home.
He had her there, but no way was he winning this argument. She had flaws. Didnât mean she liked anyone knowing them. âOkay, I admit it. Youâre just too hot to resist. And youâre even hotter sleeping there, all pathetic like. I canât help myself.â
He looked at her for a very long time. So long, she thought heâd bought her bull.
âIâll ignore the âpatheticâ part. Itâs because of your father, isnât it?â he asked.
âWhat does my father have to do with you being so beautiful angels are jealous?â
âIt couldnât have been easy,â he continued. âAll those years. Being the parent, when all you must have really wanted was to go outside and play, maybe stay out late on a date, not take a job that would pay all his bills?â An obvious reference to her stripping. âNo one would have blamed you if youâd walked away. He was a drunk. But you stayed.â
âHe was my father. Flaws and all, I loved him.â So why had she been relieved when he died? What kind of a daughter did that make her?
âYes, so much so you took a job with Maggie.â
âIt paid the bills.â
âBut heâs gone now. Why donât you do something else?â
âAre you ragging on me for stripping?â Just because she didnât like stripping didnât mean anyone else could take her to task for doing it.
Blake didnât like Rhonda stripping, but not for the reasons sheâd think. She deserved better than to have all those horny pricks staring at her, imagining things they had no right to imagine. But she didnât belong to him, and he had no right to comment on it.
âI donât have a problem with women who want to strip. Itâs the ones who are forced into it I take issue with.â His haughty grandmother would disagree, but there were many things she and he disagreed on.
âThen we donât have a problem.â
âYou and I have never had a problem. Look, I . . . I just donât want you to feel like you have to take care of me. I can handle this. And Dozier can help with the bandage on my back.â
âYouâd rather have Dozier helping you?â
He sighed heavily. He was never going to make her happy. âIâd rather have your hands on my body, thank you very much. It makes me wish I could push you beneath me and fuck you senseless.â He was just being honest. âBut you look pissed every time you come in here. So I donât think it would be very wise to tell you how good your hands feel when you touch my forehead or brush your fingers against my face.â
It took her a minute to resume blinking, the stunned expression on her face a good indication heâd caught her off guard. That made two of them. But, damn, the woman was exasperating.
âOkay then,â she finally said. âIâm confused.â She scratched her forehead. âDo you, or donât you, want Dozier to help?â
He could see only one way out of this. Gritting his teeth against the pain, he reached out and pulled her across the table, where he kissed her with everything he had. It hurt like a son of a bitch, but her taste was worth it. Hell, the womanâs mouth was meant for kissing . . . and other things he had no business wishing for. He knew damn well their one night together was simply that, one