king!â His grin was wide, his tone exultant. He grabbed up my hand and swept me along with them, down into the great hall where they began to dance and drink themselves merry.
I stayed for a while, to enjoy his good spirits and see him rewarded for his many years of hopes and his motherâs extraordinary efforts, but then I knew I must leave. I was wanted upstairs, and my absence must have long ago been noted. Skirting the party, I made once more for the stairs, but there, he intercepted me.
âDonât go.â
âCharles, I have to. Your mother awaits.â
He took the ewer from my hands. âFor once, can you not forget about her and please me instead? Come dance with us; come celebrate.â
âI did. I have.â Perhaps I had not in actuality danced or partaken in the festivities, but I had watched. âAnd now I must go.â I reached for my ewer.
He held it up, just out of reach.
âCharles!â I took a swipe at it, but he raised it even higher at the last moment.
âPlease, Juliana.â He lowered it, clasping it to his chest. âYou of all people must understand how much this means to me. How can I not exult when what we have waited for these many years has finally come to pass? And why should you not celebrate with us?â
My gaze wandered from him to the knot of nobles and hangers-on who reveled just behind him.
âOne dance. Please. Thatâs all I ask.â
I looked again into the eyes I knew so well. Into that face Iâd seen every day for all of my fourteen years. The long jaw. That noble nose. The eyes that so often danced with amusement. Like brother and sister we had always been. How could I refuse him? âJust one.â
As the music began a new melody, the circle parted to make room for us, pulling us around the large hall. That first dance turned into a second, and the second into a third. How could my heart not be glad my childhood companion had finally received what was his rightful due?
As the third dance came to an end, I pulled my hand from Charlesâs.
He turned, reaching after me. âDonâtââ
âI must go.â
And I should have done so sooner rather than later. His mother was in a state by the time I arrived. The tops of her cheeks and base of her throat had flushed a bright, splotchy red. âHas everything gone topsy-turvy? Does it require a battle now to draw water?â
âNo, Your Highness.â
âThen where is it?â
âWhere isâ¦?â
âMy water!â She pulled her lips into a thin, flat line, sending furrows racing from her mouth down toward her neck.
Charles had set it down when we had gone to dance, and in my haste, I had forgotten to collect it. âForgive me, Your Majesty, butââ
â Forgive you? Everybody is celebrating my sonâs news but me! Even you , I suspect.â
I put a hand to my reddened cheeks and tried to calm my ragged breath. âBut is it not wonderful, Your Majesty?â
âWonderful? What would be wonderful is if I were down there with them! What would be wonderful is if he had the crown on his head right this instant. Or if he actually had a throne to sit on! What would be wonderful is if my maidservant stopped acting as if she were my equal instead!â
âIâm sorry, Your Majesty!â
âStupid girl! Sorry is a state of being, and right you are in thinking it applies to you.â
Tears stung my eyes. I dipped into a curtsy. âI will go andââ
âYes, go. Be gone with you! When I took you up, I had hoped you would turn into a fine servant. Now I can see I am destined to disappointment.â
âIâm sorryââ
âThen take your sorry self away. Do something useful. Fetch me my water!â
***
I tore down the steps, tears blinding my eyes. I triedâhow desperately I had always tried to please her. One would think on this day, at least, she could not
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