We could use the exercise the way weâre eating.â
âSpeak for yourself. Anyway, she said to hurry. The word got out that she was making crab cakes today. There was a rush at lunch, and sheâs having a hard time saving any for us.â
Van squeezed the car into the space.
Suze jumped out and Van ran after her. âThe things youâll do for food.â
âNot all food. Just Dorieâs crab cakes.â
âThen itâs a good thing we were in the car and only a few blocksaway.â Van followed Suze diagonally across the pier to the entrance of the Blue Crab. It looked a little run-down in the daylight. But it was still a popular place. She could see people at the tables by the windows.
They stepped inside to a blast of air-conditioning. Van couldnât remember if that was something new since she and Suze had worked here. Or whether that had been another reason waitressing at the Crab had been such a plum job.
It took a minute for Vanâs eyes to accustom themselves to the low lighting; it was too dark for her taste. On the edges of the large dining room the sun glared through the windows but cast everything else in between into dark relief. Some nice bamboo shades would prevent the patrons from having to wear sunglass in the morning and late afternoon.
âOur gangâs old table?â Suze asked. âItâs free.â
âI guess.â
They stepped past the hostess desk just as a man who had been paying his check turned around.
Van stopped.
He stopped.
âOh shit,â Suze said and walked away.
Behind him, Dorie burst through the kitchen door and stopped cold.
Van had a wild urge to laugh. But it would hurt too much.
She tried for a friendly smile. He didnât bother.
âVan.â
âJoe,â she said, trying to sound pleasant, as if seeing him hadnât just knocked her on her ass.
âI heard you were back.â
âFor the funeral.â
A muscle in his cheek jumped. âHow have you been?â
âGreat. You?â
âFine. Iâ Fine.â
âWell, good to see you.â Van stepped away. A few feet away Dorie threw her head back, mouth open, eyes to the ceiling. Van glared at her.
She heard, âYeah, good to see you, too.â But when she turned back to Joe, he was walking out the door.
She turned on Dorie. âIf there is a God, Dorie, youâre not going to find him in your ceiling.â
âNot God. Only the saints. But I swear even the saints canât help you. Whatâs wrong with you, girl?â
âNothing. Why should it be?â
âHe loved you. The least you could do is be civil. You know youâre not the only one whoâs had a hard life.â
âI was civil.â
âHa. If that passes for civil in New York, youâd do best to come back to Jersey and learn some manners.â
âStop it. He caught me by surprise, thatâs all.â Van narrowed her eyes. âYou planned this, didnât you?â
âFor Chrissakes,â Dorie said. âHe would love you again if youâd make the least little effort.â
âI donât want him to love me. We were kids. It ended. Period. No fond memories. No rekindled flames. Over and done with.â
Van stalked away. Ran into one of the tables that cluttered the large rectangular room.
The Blue Crab could use some organization, Van thought, clutching her bruised hip bone. It didnât really hurt that bad, but she needed something to concentrate on while she forced angry tears from her eyes and tried to keep her mind off her utter humiliation.How dare Dorie set her up like that. She didnât think Joe had been in on it. He seemed completely stunned to see her. And not at all happy.
He still looked good. A man now, filled out, strong. And just as heart-stopping. She squelched any inclination to think further than that. Did Dorie think she was so pitiful that she needed help getting
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