to help me. I know I canât live on the money my father left me for the rest of my life. I will have to have a job to support myself. Sheâs making that possible.â Anger lined his red face, and he clenched his fists at his side. âAnd sheâs keeping a room for you in her house? Do all the teachers live there?â âNâno, but she knows we sold our house. Iâm sure sheâs trying to help me.â âAnd what about this Roger? It sounds like heâs more than a possible boss. He wants to bring nurses here, and you have a special place in his heart? He must really be in love with you.â She didnât know whether to be angry or to laugh. She chose the laughter. âThatâs the funniest thing Iâve ever heard. Heâs fifteen years older than me. He always treated me like a daughter.â Alex pointed to the letter. âThe feelings she describes in that letter are far from fatherly. But what about you, Sarah? Is there a part of you thatâs in love with this obviously wealthy man who has special feelings for you?â Now the anger won out. âNo!â As soon as she shouted the word, she regretted her outburst. She didnât want to upset her mother. âNo,â she whispered. âIâm not in love with him. Iâve never had feelings for any man untilâ¦â He stepped closer and put his hands on her shoulders. âUntil when?â She swallowed hard and tried to pull away, but he gripped her shoulders tighter. âUntil when?â he repeated. âUntil I met you.â She closed her eyes. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close. His lips brushed her hair on the top of her head. âAnd Iâve never had feelings for another woman until you. Iâm sorry I overreacted to your letter. I didnât mean to upset you. Hearing how another man feels about you drove me crazy for a moment.â His husky voice sent a warm rush through her veins. âYouâre so wrong about that. But none of it matters anyway. The only way I will ever go to Memphis is if Mama passes away, and I canât stand to think about that. I love her so much, Alex. â âI know you do. Please forgive me.â He nuzzled her ear with his lips. âI have to leave for Memphis in a few weeks, but I want you to know Iâll take the train to Mt. Pleasant every Friday afternoon so I can be here on the weekends with you. Weâll face this together.â She cuddled closer to him. âThank you.â They were silent for a moment. âAlthough there is one more thing about that letter that upsets me.â She sighed. âWhat is it?â âThe part about the suffrage movement.â She stiffened. âWhat about the suffrage movement?â âYouâll have to give up your involvement with them.â She pulled back and stared up at him. âAnd why would I do that?â He loosened his grip, and she stepped out of his arms. âDonât get upset, Sarah. I know you have strong feelings about it, but sometimes itâs more expedient to keep your thoughts to yourself.â She frowned and shook her head. âI donât understand what youâre talking about.â He sighed and directed a look toward her that made her feel like a child being reprimanded by her father. âWeâve only known each other for a few months, but in that time weâve grown close. Itâs plain to see we care deeply for each other. But Iâm about to start my career, and I have to be careful that I have the right kind of friends if I want to make partner in the law firm.â âBy âright kind of friends,â are you saying you canât associate yourself with the radicals who support suffrage?â He winced. âWell, I wouldnât call them radicals, but thatâs the kind of people Iâm talking about.â âThe âkind of peopleâ? What