me my bowl of mint chocolate chip ice cream and
a shot of vodka. She set the bottle of Grey Goose on the coffee
table.
“Is this really happening?” I was struggling to hold
back my tears as I tilted my head back while taking the shot of
vodka that burned my throat a little.
“Yes, honey, it is,” she said as she rubbed my
back.
“But… how? After everything that
Trav Ass put me through. I finally find
someone who treats me good, who wants to spend twenty-four seven
with me… who I am in love with!” I said with a big spoonful of ice
cream in my mouth.
“You’re in love with him?” By her question, you would
think she would be shocked, but she wasn’t.
“Yes, how could I not be?” I had just realized
that Max was not in the room. I guess he wanted to give me space.
He was slowly getting off my shit list.
“I know Brandon is a good guy, I can tell. This is
just a very unfortunate situation.” Ryan took the bowl of ice cream
from my hands and set it on the table as she saw the tears rolling
down my face.
“What do I do?” Heavy hot tears began to roll down my
cheeks and soaked into the pillow I was now laying on.
“What do you want to do?”
“I don’t know Ryan, this girl seems crazy. She
fucking sent me that nasty text last night. She somehow got my
number. How can I compete with crazy?”
“Honey, this is not a competition. I can tell and I
know you can tell that Brandon doesn’t want to be with that
woman.”
“I know but for the next eighteen years minimum he
will have to deal with her. I know it is too soon to think this
but… I will have to deal with her too. Ahh they don’t have that
saying ‘baby momma drama’ for nothing! This girl seems like a real
nut job!”
“Do you want to be with him?”
“Yes, of course. This doesn’t change how I feel about
him.”
“Then you have your answer.”
“But…”
“No buts, Spencer. Just think Brandon will be with
you, not her. He will be holding your hand, cuddling with you and
giving you amazing orgasms!”
“Ryan!”
“It’s true! I have heard you,” she said while winking
at me.
“Oh great, this night just keeps getting better and
better!” I said with a smile behind my tears.
“Spencer, I am your best friend, we are supposed to
talk like this.”
“I know, it’s just embarrassing.”
“Please, I know you have heard me
and Max before!” Ain’t that the truth!
“Yeah…” Before I could finish my thought, there was a
knock at the door.
“Do you want me to get that for you?” Ryan asked.
“No, I’ll get it.”
I got up off the couch and had started to move
towards the door.
“Okay, Max and I will be in my room, giving you time
to talk. Let me know if you need me.”
Ryan hugged me and then left. My heart was pounding.
I had made up my mind that I wanted to be with Brandon, but what if
he didn’t want to be with me? I wiped my eyes and opened the
door.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Before I could fully open the door, Brandon pushed it
open himself. He pushed me against the wall, kissing me hard while
his hands cupped my face. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs
around his waist. Without breaking our kiss, he closed and locked
the front door and walked to my room.
Entering my room, he closed the door behind him and
slowly lowered me down so I was sitting on the edge of my bed.
Brandon knelt down on his knees in front of me with his arms on
each side of me.
“Spencer, I can explain everything. Please
don’t leave me.”
“What? No…”
"Just let me tell you what I need
to say.” He looked directly in my eyes. I could tell he had been
crying. “Nothing else matters except you, Spencer. Nothing. You're
what I want, what I need. Where you are is where I need to
be . I need you here in my life with me.
Nothing Christy could ever tell me would be as important as you are
to me. I'm going to love this baby and be the best father I can,
but I want you there with me… I'm… I’m
a shot of vodka. She set the bottle of Grey Goose on the coffee
table.
“Is this really happening?” I was struggling to hold
back my tears as I tilted my head back while taking the shot of
vodka that burned my throat a little.
“Yes, honey, it is,” she said as she rubbed my
back.
“But… how? After everything that
Trav Ass put me through. I finally find
someone who treats me good, who wants to spend twenty-four seven
with me… who I am in love with!” I said with a big spoonful of ice
cream in my mouth.
“You’re in love with him?” By her question, you would
think she would be shocked, but she wasn’t.
“Yes, how could I not be?” I had just realized
that Max was not in the room. I guess he wanted to give me space.
He was slowly getting off my shit list.
“I know Brandon is a good guy, I can tell. This is
just a very unfortunate situation.” Ryan took the bowl of ice cream
from my hands and set it on the table as she saw the tears rolling
down my face.
“What do I do?” Heavy hot tears began to roll down my
cheeks and soaked into the pillow I was now laying on.
“What do you want to do?”
“I don’t know Ryan, this girl seems crazy. She
fucking sent me that nasty text last night. She somehow got my
number. How can I compete with crazy?”
“Honey, this is not a competition. I can tell and I
know you can tell that Brandon doesn’t want to be with that
woman.”
“I know but for the next eighteen years minimum he
will have to deal with her. I know it is too soon to think this
but… I will have to deal with her too. Ahh they don’t have that
saying ‘baby momma drama’ for nothing! This girl seems like a real
nut job!”
“Do you want to be with him?”
“Yes, of course. This doesn’t change how I feel about
him.”
“Then you have your answer.”
“But…”
“No buts, Spencer. Just think Brandon will be with
you, not her. He will be holding your hand, cuddling with you and
giving you amazing orgasms!”
“Ryan!”
“It’s true! I have heard you,” she said while winking
at me.
“Oh great, this night just keeps getting better and
better!” I said with a smile behind my tears.
“Spencer, I am your best friend, we are supposed to
talk like this.”
“I know, it’s just embarrassing.”
“Please, I know you have heard me
and Max before!” Ain’t that the truth!
“Yeah…” Before I could finish my thought, there was a
knock at the door.
“Do you want me to get that for you?” Ryan asked.
“No, I’ll get it.”
I got up off the couch and had started to move
towards the door.
“Okay, Max and I will be in my room, giving you time
to talk. Let me know if you need me.”
Ryan hugged me and then left. My heart was pounding.
I had made up my mind that I wanted to be with Brandon, but what if
he didn’t want to be with me? I wiped my eyes and opened the
door.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Before I could fully open the door, Brandon pushed it
open himself. He pushed me against the wall, kissing me hard while
his hands cupped my face. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs
around his waist. Without breaking our kiss, he closed and locked
the front door and walked to my room.
Entering my room, he closed the door behind him and
slowly lowered me down so I was sitting on the edge of my bed.
Brandon knelt down on his knees in front of me with his arms on
each side of me.
“Spencer, I can explain everything. Please
don’t leave me.”
“What? No…”
"Just let me tell you what I need
to say.” He looked directly in my eyes. I could tell he had been
crying. “Nothing else matters except you, Spencer. Nothing. You're
what I want, what I need. Where you are is where I need to
be . I need you here in my life with me.
Nothing Christy could ever tell me would be as important as you are
to me. I'm going to love this baby and be the best father I can,
but I want you there with me… I'm… I’m
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